It is becoming increasingly clear that I’ll never catch up with all the Daily Post prompts I’ve missed this fall – despite keeping a running list and my best intentions. Instead, I’ll insinuate the first four of December into a single reflection. See if you agree that I’ve hit upon echo, relax, panoply and sacred – without ever naming any one of these things outright!!
[Full Disclosure: The initial inspiration for my writing came from Gary Johnson’s poem, ‘December:’ my hopes and fears are met/In this small singer holding onto my hand.]
THIS SMALL SINGER
My hopes (and fears) are met
in this small singer
the one snuggled into my neck
begging ‘baby song, baby song!’
and later, sprawled across my lap,
‘more song, OK’ his nodded approval
wide as any door of hope embracing
the rhythms and modulations of comfort
and blessed joy, myriad notes
running up scale and down, harmonies
and rounds joining the balance of us
in heartfelt song no matter the season.
It is song that holds my hopes
met in this small child, son of my son,
who gently strokes my head,
the ‘ruff’ cast on my arm, his blue eyes
saucer size gazing right into mine
with concern only a toddler can beam
an ancient knowing shared with the dog
to whom he patiently reads ‘Ginger Boy’
helpfully explaining its pictures
in single syllables to the baffled dog,
the young boy charmed at having mastered
the flow of the tale, its lines a music
of its own, rhythm and cadence
lilting through his just-learning-words
speech that rises and falls with his grasp
of a phrase returning from his mouth to the air
among bubbles rising from soapy hands
and the breathy support of elders circled
and circling this golden boy, our hopes
far outweighing our fears.
We’ll stick with the hopes, thanks
to the sweet voice of request and laughter,
the sing-song renditions of spiders and rowboats
an entire world unfolding from A to Z
through song and story by this young singer
holding my hand, and my heart.
swb, 12.1.16